I HATE EVERYTHING I WRITE.
RIPPING PAPER OUT OF NOTEBOOKS,
CRUMBLING, SCREAMING. NOT ABOUT
NOT BEING ABLE TO WRITE CAUSE I
WAS NEVER THAT GOOD, NOT AT ALL.
I JUST WANT A CLEAN BODY.
IT WANTS TO RUIN EVERYTHING.
BUT IT'S CHEAPER.
They said it would make me foggy,
but it would also help,
and then put me on too much.
They just replaced an illegal drug with
one they could prescribe, but didn't do it
right. Not right at all.
I've never felt so bad for so long.
Suboxone, don't kill me, I have so much
I want to do.