Friday, June 24, 2011

virgin mary's tits

free write a guest post? like a guest? like the ghost that keeps turnin the damn tv off and on.
she shot herself in the back in my tiny lawn. where i payed my respects to her with a tupperware full of drown peroxide prawns. i took them from some chinese buffet, they were red, now theyre white. little ghost friends for my gunshot head victim tonight. she said she got sick of me always complainin and hung herself from the showerhead and her hands around the rope, her feet in the tub sloped with water dripping from the ceiling.
ill be such a fuckin good kid from now on, whisper like birds at night until the morning.
to pornographic dreams to the hidden habits they're supporting.
wake up.
do you deserve to dress in swagger when kids smoke crack to your rap songs.
i want them to smoke crack to mine but all i wear are cuts on my arms.
i want to die.
...sorry, i know it sounds so damn contrived.
but everythin I do is derived from you.
so i molded my feet to the palms of your hands.
you rode the valleys and desserts over metal shells still buried in Japan.
you squeezed the life from my heart and heard lame a yell from a lamb
from my foots sole and into your heart.
i saw a video of a wolf bein drug underwater by an alligator once.
I also saw videos of parents taping their children on drugs.
i also expect there is no god.

we pulled up to a taco bell one night after the bar....
me and my other friend.
we talked alot.
i pissed on a dumpster and my friend in the bushes.
like bushmen. like indigenous people.
dumpster/ new york.
used to be.
I dont remember the rest.

white lace satin, skin, gold plated brass and
decorated picture frames hung around minks remains
and from the 1930s until of late
i thought of you and prey
from the 1030s until we're grey
we'll argue
about who i actually bought them for today.


prey pray......

2 comments:

Kaleidoscope Girl said...

This is insane! The concentration of narration flickers in all directions, it's like a tour of the subconscious or something...

christina said...

Isn't he amazing? He just did this off the top of his head in like 5 minutes.. I want to go inside his brain.