zoning.

out.

a roach swirling around a blue grave.

i had to take lit cigarettes our of your hand twice already tonight.

tolerance.

building.

sickness.

stirring.

trying to bury this day in the grave beside him.

it's hard everyday, tomorrow is just a stronger reminder.

he has patches that make the spot where they are placed go numb.

i'd make a body suit if i could and stay where i want to for a few days.

bed.

new sheets.

"you should wash your sheets before you sleep on them."

no.