withdrawl dreams.

I was riding on your back, you were made out of stone. You could have crushed me at any second. I saw kaleidoscopes on the wall, like the pictures we see behind our closed eyes. I was trapped. I was threatened to be chained. All our escape efforts were all in vain.

"Look at him. Isn't he beautiful? He's mine.."

I woke up in sweats. I was freezing. I was hot. I was scared.
I forgot my pills.
The ones I don't want to depend on.
The ones I can't leave my house without.