Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Anonymous: l'm already at the laying on the couch and staring at the ceiling part. I have been for the last few months. I'm too scared to try to talk to anything that may be there. What's next?.....
I know I blog a lot of shit about death.
A lot of things of a dark and satanic nature. I am
not this way. It is interesting to me, all
cultures, practices, death, disease, etc. I don't sit around
worshipping the devil and contemplating suicide.
I'm in love with the images and ideas.
I have not even believed in spirits or their attack
on human beings was a real thing until I started to
feel the obvious signs. I also know I am going through a
deep depression stage associated with manic depression, but
something else is there, I feel it, I know it. In my gut, I know it.


Kanwalful said...

Christina you crack me up. I'm sure you feel me. I'm lurking in some empty corner of your apartment in search of food.

I'm starving :(

christina said...

This is very serious you butthole.

Eva said...

"In love with the images and ideas". I am too.

Kanwalful said...

Oh. =/

Please don't be so depressed. There are LOTS of good things you can think about. Really.

For one thing, you're a great person! :)

christina said...

you know i love you. i'll get through it and thanks

Anonymous said...

Try to find a friend that is serious enough about it and believes in it enough to help. Communication with this thing really is key. You can't let them see fear or weakness even though it might be really hard at this stage. They only can take what you're giving them, vulnerability. Wish I could physically give you a hand but I moved from away...

Ashley said...

Your honesty is beautiful

Kanwalful said...

I'm always here, if you want to talk or need someone to take it out on.

And I'm not just saying it. I'll even call you if you want!

Chase said...

you're right. It is very serious.

what is your response to your gut feeling?

Let's chat sometime
(chaseandre :: aim/ichat)