Monday, November 16, 2009

i was running. i was trying to get to you before you could disappear again. mom told me you were here! she told me you had drank too much and that you were throwing up. i knew i just wanted to hug you and tell you welcome home. welcome back to earth. why did you leave for so long? i jumped into your arms and you were covered in vomit but i didn't care. i am all too used to that these days. i asked you why you left me. i smiled so big i felt my lips burst and bleed at the sides. i missed you dad, i'm so fucking happy you're back.

then.. i knew it was a dream because you never drank.

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